ITS ALL COMING BACK ;-)

I resently hooked up with an old friend of mine after two years of not seeing each other,you can imagine how unpleasant the separation was,i mean yes i was to blame as much as he was yet i kinda found it hard to give this dude a second chance but i did.Just when i thought i had it all figure out something like this happens and it changes almost everything i thought i knew.right now i am a few miles from my mountain top and yet the view from where i am standing seems to be getting clearer and clearer.I know what ought to be done and with the help of God it seems it is been done........to be continued

running 100 miles and hour in the wrong direction.It seems everytime you try to tell such a person about the matter all you get is rejection and stigmatization.Should the gospel still be preached?rephrase,should the gospel be preached the same way it has been preached for decades?are will still trying to get people to believe in church docrine or should we rather concentrate on the kingdom issue.It seems we have taught people that all they have to do to be saved is to come to church and so whatever way they may live thier lives will be acceptable to God just as long as they come to church on Sunday.We have traditionalised the Gospel and distorded it to a point where it has lost its true meaning.the word religion has caused it to look like any other faith and hence we have masses of christians who have no relationship with the master but a religion.When did Jesus ever preach of church denominations?Jesus's goal on earth was to teach about the Kingdom of heaven and hence he would rather we live a life of rightousness and love.a Mega church build in a squada camp means nothing if we cannot reach out to the people surrounding the church.We may gather in this churches and praise but it means nothing if we cant reach out to orphanages and the widow and the disadvantaged.Paul said and now i will show you a more perfect way,If i can speak with toungues but have no love i am nothing...truth of the matter is love is the bases of our faith and not human love but we are instructed to have more Godly love,love based on the fact that God loved you first.It is ok to gather and meet in our churches for three hours then go home.It edifies the church and all but what about the kingdom of God on earth..................

writing v doing.

And if i have infinite knowledge and able to change mindsets of kings because of my writing but have no love i am nothing.If i have the ability to utter words that can blow masses away and philosophies not yet known but have no love i say nothing.If i claim i understand psychology and the human mind itself and i am unable to love i have done nothing,I have gained nothing.If i haved reached a level of execellence in my writing but continue to cause people to crumble,slowly fading because of a single word i utter i am nothing but a fool.guard your words,guard your heart.be careful where you go.People dont crumble in a day.I'm tired of the pen and paper if i cannot be what i preach....

thoughts on a friday afternoon..

trying to make sense of it all.Im tired of asking who i am because God knows i know who i am.the question is how do i go from knowing how i am and been who i am.I'm stuck at this place and
i know i got to get out.I feel that im holding on by a thread that is about to break and lord knows i want to let go.I got to ascend to the ground.Got to go down so i may be lifted up.I need a miracle.I need God to move on my behalf and it dont matter the sacrifice,thats why im sacrificing even myself.Been told that his ways are higher than my ways and his thoughts are bigger than my thoughts,i want to function in this divine mystery.dont care who says what anymore i know this is the generation of those who seek your face oh Jacob..haha so next time you see my heard stuck in scripture im just trying to draw nearer to my saviour cause this world has nothing for me.
I know now that sometimes strength is made perfect in weakness,so i gotta comprehend that he blesses you while you are living in a tent like he blessed israels children.He told them to stretch thier tents because God wants people to move,and if he got to bless you while you are moving he will do just that.but you got to obey even onto death.After +_ 6000 years my God stil got it under control,afterall he created the universe and rules over it and still counts my hair..Glory.