FEAR

In our everyday struggles each of us has to fight with our own insecurities.No matter how strong we claim to be sometimes we feel alittle weak and its at this times that our character is really tested.i wrote something trying to explain my own fears.Its not really a poem.I'd say its my thoughts.


It creeps on you like the setting of the sun
wrestles with you subconciously
It feeds on your insecurities,you troubles,sorrows
and worries

Its master,it source is called the unknown
It roars mightly as if to devour us,yet its a serpent
without Neurotoxic venom.
We feed it,I feed it.without this its powerless
this battle is mine to fight.

Heart beats as if to sing a new song
strangely a foreign sensation goes through my stomach
legs trample weakly in agony
shoulders weight down by the world
trapped in a tight place
like an atom in an infinite yet strangely hallow universe

Wandering like the prodigal son,in desperate longing for more
my soul longs to be set free,to soar freely
yet the horizon is pitch black to my mortal eyes
Panic sets in.will i ever find the promise land.

let go....let go.softly i know i have to surrender
for this battle is not mine
fear yet not so mighty torments the heart,i have to let go
thou my eyes be blinded by mortality
yet a far greater being,God almighty hold in his hands infite truth
for he is truth.
his will be done.